4th Quarter Outside Reading Book Review
His Bright Light by Danielle Steel. Bantam Doubleday Dell Publishing Group, Inc. 1998. Genre: Non Fiction
His Bright Light is about a boy named Nick Traina and his losing battle to manic depression. From an early age, Nick’s mother Danielle knew something was wrong with Nick despite his brilliant and charming ways. He was the perfect child. Entertaining, polite and provided a whole family with lots of laughs. As Nick was to age, his problems seemed to take over him. For years his mother didn’t know what was wrong with him. After years of therapists and doctor visits, Nick remained undiagnosed, even with his sickness getting worse. He was becoming more angry and upset with himself, until he was diagnosed with manic depression. Nick’s life would consist of years and years of therapy, suicide attempts, and medication. He was at a battle against himself, one that in the end he could not win.
“Hope has come to each of us, in different ways, like final gifts from Nick. Spring will come, and many summers, and there will be holidays without him, when we will remember all too clearly when he was with us. But the memories linger, the sweet perfume of all he brought. He left each of us something, a gift, a dream, a memory, a little more courage than we had before, a bigger dream than we might have had without him. Life is about dreams, and hope and courage, the courage to go on, even after those we love have left us. And in our hearts, Nick isn’t gone.” (Last Page: 291)
Danielle Steel has a particularly unique sense of writing style throughout this book. She recalls painful memories of her child growing up with his illness. I admire Danielle for being able to write an entire book about the son she lost. I especially admire the way she is able to talk about all the good and wonderful tings he accomplished, knowing all the bad things that also happened in the back of her mind. Nick didn’t mean to hurt anyone and he simply couldn’t control his feelings and emotions. The some of the things Danielle remembered Nick saying to her were some pretty terrible things. I was angry with him but realized, he was sick, and really couldn’t help it. He was at a battle against himself every day of his life. The book also consists of pictures and poems and song lyrics Nick wrote. Along with letters they wrote to each other. I felt like this book was very personal, and was surprised how Danielle let her reader’s experience her past. At times I wish I had been there to be her shoulder to cry on.
I overall really enjoyed this book. I liked the way Danielle really let you into her life. She didn’t just give you a brief description of her son’s life. She let you in as if you were actually there. This story also made me realize what manic depression is, and how serious it is. I had never thought it could lead to suicide like in Nick’s case. It opened my eyes to a new kind of illness. It also opened my eyes to what suffering and hurting is really like. Never in my life have I known someone to suffer like Danielle and her family had. It also got my thinking about having my brother die. Nick left behind seven siblings. I can only imagine what they were going through, their big brother gone from their lives forever. After reading this book, it really makes me what to look into reading more of Danielle Steel’s pieces of writing. Overall this story really moved me, which was something I wasn’t expecting, but in a way I was glad it did.
Monday, May 18, 2009
Sunday, March 29, 2009
Old Man and the Sea Essay Final
In life, people all over the world face obstacles or challenges in their everyday lives. Some are able to rise above these struggles or problems, while others fall short. In the novella Old Man and the Sea, the protagonist Santiago, a devoted fisherman, must face considerable obstacles while on a voyage out to sea. He tussles to defeat a thousand pound marlin he has come to hook, kill the several sharks that later try to eat away at the marlin and manage to survive all these obstacles alone without even the help of his compassionate friend Manolin.
“He was an old man who fished alone in a skiff in the Gulf Steam and he had gone eighty-four days now without taking a fish.” (1) Determined to change his luck, Santiago ventures far out to sea where few fishermen have gone before, in search of some big fish. Before he knows it, the old man hooks an unpredictable marlin on his line, marking the beginning of a soon to be long, and grueling battle. Refusing to let go of the marlin, the old man suffers through cramped and cut hands. Finally given the chance to change his luck, Santiago spurs on, despite the size and strength of the marlin. Santiago’s passion and pride of being a fisherman is what allows him to drive forward and endure whatever else comes his way. Even though Santiago eventually loses his prized marlin, he begins to understand that he is an admirable fisherman, and doesn’t need to bring home a thousand pound marlin to prove it either.
After the old man kills and ties the dead marlin to his skiff he knows in the back of his mind that “There is very much slave work to be done now that the fight is over.” (96) Meaning, that even though Santiago defeated the marlin, he knows that soon sharks that will surely come to eat the marlin. Before he knows it sharks begin to swarm, eating away at Santiago’s marlin. Running out of weapons, the old man feels great remorse for killing the marlin. “But man is not made for defeat,” he said. “A man can be destroyed but not defeated.”(103) And surely Santiago has not been defeated. He may not have brought the marlin home in a reasonable condition, but it was a lot better than bringing home nothing. The old man’s determination to never give up is what makes him elude defeat. And it was during this time I realized the novella to be overall tense and at times bleak. I felt like Santiago had no hope or any encouragement, and because he didn’t I felt very sympathetic towards Santiago. He really went through things that no should have to do through alone, but in the end it just showed what a fighter he really is.
“The old man had seen many great fish. He had seen many that weighed more than a thousand pounds and he had caught two of that size in his life, but never alone.” (63) Even though the old man wasn’t able to bring home the marlin in one piece, he was able to accomplish something he had never done before. It was the first time he caught a thousand pound marlin alone, and by accomplishing something so impressive and rarely done just shows what strength Santiago has both mentally and physically.
All in all, Hemingway has a very abstract but reasoned sense of writing style that made the story unique and symbolic. You are able to sense that Hemingway did favor writing about strong, courageous characters, in this case Santiago. I feel like Hemingway likes putting his characters through something inconvenient and irritating forcing his characters to overcome obstacles thrown at them, with defeat or persistence until defeat being the only two options. Hemingway wanted his characters to experience defeat so that the characters could learn from the bad, and take out the good. In Santiago’s case, he may not have been able to defend his prized catch, but he did not come home empty handed, nor defeated. He came home alive with the realization he was a proud and worthy fisherman, but most of all, he realized death is inevitable and that everyone and everything eventually dies. Santiago surely will pass away soon, but he knows he will be remembered through his apprentice, the sincere Manolin. When Santiago’s story ends, Manolin will be the one picking up where his story was left off. And thus, Manolin will find his own apprentice; the chain will go on, the story of Santiago, and all that will follow him, never really ending.
“He was an old man who fished alone in a skiff in the Gulf Steam and he had gone eighty-four days now without taking a fish.” (1) Determined to change his luck, Santiago ventures far out to sea where few fishermen have gone before, in search of some big fish. Before he knows it, the old man hooks an unpredictable marlin on his line, marking the beginning of a soon to be long, and grueling battle. Refusing to let go of the marlin, the old man suffers through cramped and cut hands. Finally given the chance to change his luck, Santiago spurs on, despite the size and strength of the marlin. Santiago’s passion and pride of being a fisherman is what allows him to drive forward and endure whatever else comes his way. Even though Santiago eventually loses his prized marlin, he begins to understand that he is an admirable fisherman, and doesn’t need to bring home a thousand pound marlin to prove it either.
After the old man kills and ties the dead marlin to his skiff he knows in the back of his mind that “There is very much slave work to be done now that the fight is over.” (96) Meaning, that even though Santiago defeated the marlin, he knows that soon sharks that will surely come to eat the marlin. Before he knows it sharks begin to swarm, eating away at Santiago’s marlin. Running out of weapons, the old man feels great remorse for killing the marlin. “But man is not made for defeat,” he said. “A man can be destroyed but not defeated.”(103) And surely Santiago has not been defeated. He may not have brought the marlin home in a reasonable condition, but it was a lot better than bringing home nothing. The old man’s determination to never give up is what makes him elude defeat. And it was during this time I realized the novella to be overall tense and at times bleak. I felt like Santiago had no hope or any encouragement, and because he didn’t I felt very sympathetic towards Santiago. He really went through things that no should have to do through alone, but in the end it just showed what a fighter he really is.
“The old man had seen many great fish. He had seen many that weighed more than a thousand pounds and he had caught two of that size in his life, but never alone.” (63) Even though the old man wasn’t able to bring home the marlin in one piece, he was able to accomplish something he had never done before. It was the first time he caught a thousand pound marlin alone, and by accomplishing something so impressive and rarely done just shows what strength Santiago has both mentally and physically.
All in all, Hemingway has a very abstract but reasoned sense of writing style that made the story unique and symbolic. You are able to sense that Hemingway did favor writing about strong, courageous characters, in this case Santiago. I feel like Hemingway likes putting his characters through something inconvenient and irritating forcing his characters to overcome obstacles thrown at them, with defeat or persistence until defeat being the only two options. Hemingway wanted his characters to experience defeat so that the characters could learn from the bad, and take out the good. In Santiago’s case, he may not have been able to defend his prized catch, but he did not come home empty handed, nor defeated. He came home alive with the realization he was a proud and worthy fisherman, but most of all, he realized death is inevitable and that everyone and everything eventually dies. Santiago surely will pass away soon, but he knows he will be remembered through his apprentice, the sincere Manolin. When Santiago’s story ends, Manolin will be the one picking up where his story was left off. And thus, Manolin will find his own apprentice; the chain will go on, the story of Santiago, and all that will follow him, never really ending.
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Third Quarter Outside Reading Book Review
Pay It Forward by Catherine Ryan Hyde. Pocket Books, 1999.
Genre: Fiction
Catherine Hyde’s second novel Pay It Forward is absolutely fascinating with the way she makes an idea thought to be unbelievable and impossible, in fact believable and possible. Set in a small California town in the 1990’s lives twelve-year-old Trevor McKinney, son of Arlene, a recovering alcoholic who works more than one job, and Ricky, an absent father, that hasn’t been around for years. While returning back to school after the summer, Trevor’s new social studies teacher, Reuben St. Clair decides to give his class an extra credit assignment of thinking of an idea for world change, and putting it into action. Young Trevor comes up with the idea of paying it forward, which later becomes known as ‘The Movement.’ Trevor decides to pick three people at random, and do a big favor for each of the three people. When those people would ask how they could repay him, he would tell him to simply pay it forward, and thus a chain of human acts of kindness would grow. Little did Trevor know, this plan would touch and inspire more people then he thought possible.
“Speaks to the hunger so many of us feel for something to believe in that can give us hope….Hyde’s book delivers a profound vision: The simple magic of the human heart.” – San Francisco Chronicle.
Pay it forward is written a very unique way. Many characters such as Trevor, his mother Arlene, his teacher Rueben along with all the people that were helped or who paid it forward, narrate the story. The story is also written with excerpts by Chris Chandler, who was the reporter in the story who tracked down where the movement began and who started it. He was the reporter that made sure everyone knew about Trevor and his idea. The story also contains excerpts from Trevor’s diary where he talks about his progress with the movement among many other family issues. This book allows you to see through the various eyes of the characters and how the Movement impacted their lives.
“What made you all care so much? Why is this such a big story? This is our world. It’s the only one we got. And it’s gotten so damn hard to live in. And we care. How can we not care? There are our lives we’re talking about. And then a little boy came along, and he decided maybe he could change the whole thing. The whole world order. Make it a decent place to live for everybody. Maybe because he was too young and optimistic and inexperienced to know it couldn’t be done.” – Rueben (302)
This book’s theme and main message I thought was very important. We only have one Earth, and we should care. The Earth shouldn’t be a place for evil, it should be a place for everyone to live decent lives, and be kind to one another. People don’t realize how lucky our lives are, and take advantage of that. This book really taught me a lot about how to treat others, and really a simple act of kindness can go a long way and affect someone so deeply that you never thought it could happen. I also like the way the story is told in various points of views. I especially liked hearing from the people who participated in the Movement, and how they paid it forward. The characters in the book are also brutally honest, which I thought was enjoyable to read.
Genre: Fiction
Catherine Hyde’s second novel Pay It Forward is absolutely fascinating with the way she makes an idea thought to be unbelievable and impossible, in fact believable and possible. Set in a small California town in the 1990’s lives twelve-year-old Trevor McKinney, son of Arlene, a recovering alcoholic who works more than one job, and Ricky, an absent father, that hasn’t been around for years. While returning back to school after the summer, Trevor’s new social studies teacher, Reuben St. Clair decides to give his class an extra credit assignment of thinking of an idea for world change, and putting it into action. Young Trevor comes up with the idea of paying it forward, which later becomes known as ‘The Movement.’ Trevor decides to pick three people at random, and do a big favor for each of the three people. When those people would ask how they could repay him, he would tell him to simply pay it forward, and thus a chain of human acts of kindness would grow. Little did Trevor know, this plan would touch and inspire more people then he thought possible.
“Speaks to the hunger so many of us feel for something to believe in that can give us hope….Hyde’s book delivers a profound vision: The simple magic of the human heart.” – San Francisco Chronicle.
Pay it forward is written a very unique way. Many characters such as Trevor, his mother Arlene, his teacher Rueben along with all the people that were helped or who paid it forward, narrate the story. The story is also written with excerpts by Chris Chandler, who was the reporter in the story who tracked down where the movement began and who started it. He was the reporter that made sure everyone knew about Trevor and his idea. The story also contains excerpts from Trevor’s diary where he talks about his progress with the movement among many other family issues. This book allows you to see through the various eyes of the characters and how the Movement impacted their lives.
“What made you all care so much? Why is this such a big story? This is our world. It’s the only one we got. And it’s gotten so damn hard to live in. And we care. How can we not care? There are our lives we’re talking about. And then a little boy came along, and he decided maybe he could change the whole thing. The whole world order. Make it a decent place to live for everybody. Maybe because he was too young and optimistic and inexperienced to know it couldn’t be done.” – Rueben (302)
This book’s theme and main message I thought was very important. We only have one Earth, and we should care. The Earth shouldn’t be a place for evil, it should be a place for everyone to live decent lives, and be kind to one another. People don’t realize how lucky our lives are, and take advantage of that. This book really taught me a lot about how to treat others, and really a simple act of kindness can go a long way and affect someone so deeply that you never thought it could happen. I also like the way the story is told in various points of views. I especially liked hearing from the people who participated in the Movement, and how they paid it forward. The characters in the book are also brutally honest, which I thought was enjoyable to read.
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
Sunday, February 1, 2009
Through The Good And The Bad
I head down to the girls locker room of the Rod Laver Arena in Melbourne, where all the girls are getting ready. I sit down next to Kylie, my best friend.
“Hey, nice of you to show up this morning Emma.” Says Kylie.
“I missed the bus.” I reply lacing up my sneakers. Then, grabbing our rackets and water, Kylie and I walk upstairs onto the courts for a long day of practice.
Dying of thirst, I take a long drink from my water. It’s been a long day.
“Emma! Breaks over!” Shouts Coach Durham in an authoritarian voice. I quickly run over to where everyone is circling around him.
“As you all know, in two weeks the 33rd Annual Rod Laver Girls Junior Open begins. There you will be competing for the opportunity to train in Germany along with a hundred thousand dollars in prize money. So rest up.” All the girls begin walking back downstairs to the locker room.
“Want to take a walk down the board walk before we head home?” Asks Kylie.
“Absolutely.” I reply.
Kylie and I stroll down the boardwalk where we have walked everyday since we met; which was thirteen years ago. It holds many memories for us. Like when we had our first fight, where we realized boys didn’t have cooties after all, and where we both decided to play tennis competitively. We almost reach Kylie's house when she begins hyperventilating.
“Are you okay?" I ask.
Suddenly Kylie passes out on the sidewalk. I scream for help and dial 911.
The tournament was starting tomorrow, and Kylie was still in the hospital. Doctors at the hospital had been taking tests for weeks, still finding no reason for her collapse. I can’t stop thinking about her as I walk down the hallway, taking a left into her room. I then see Kylie with quietly sobbing in her hospital bed, surrounded by her doctor and mother.
“What happened?” I ask in panic.
Struggling for words Ella capriciously blurts, “I have Nephrotic Syndrome; and need a kidney transplant. I wouldn’t need one, but since I was only born with one kidney, I absolutely need a new one. But my mom isn’t a match and there isn’t an affluent amount of kidneys available. Plus we could never afford a procedure like this.” Kylie finally catches her breath.
“Well, what about the tournament!?" I ask with much enthusiasm.
“What about it?” Kylie asks.
“Well, if I win, I can give you the money.” I reply with a smile.
“No, I couldn’t take that from you! And plus, what if you don’t make it?”
“Either way, we're going to get through this.”
Day-by-day Kylie was getting weaker, and that was all I thought about as I step onto the court ready to face my opponent from Croatia. After warming up and getting in the zone, the match begins and the first set goes smoothly as I win. I begin to lose prowess in the second, which the Croatian wins. About two hours later, we are in the third set. Tie break. Back and forth we go, until I serve a game ending double fault. Match over.
“How will Kylie ever get her kidney now! I lost the tournament and she’s getting sicker. What do I do mom?”
“You can’t save everyone Emma. Kylie will get her transplant, we just need to be patient.”
“Mom! She’s dying!” I lamented.
The next day I walk into the hospital with a yen to speak with Dr.Sheppard, Kylie's doctor.
“How may I help you Emma?”
“I want to see if I am a match for Kylie.”
After a long discourse, Dr. Sheppard concurred. I can’t believe it. I am an exact match!I run into Kylie’s room.
“Kylie, I’m a match! And I’m going in for surgery soon!”
“Are you serious! Oh my god, thank you so much! How can I ever possibly thank you?”
“Don’t be stupid.” I say beginning to reprimand her.
“You’re a big part of my life Kylie. I need you here and if that means giving you a kidney, then by all means.”
3 hours and still counting. Kylie is still in surgery. I sit on a bench outside the OR with Kylie's mother. Minutes later, Dr. Sheppard walks out of the OR with a grave countenance on his face. I sense something is wrong. Kylie’s mom rises with facial pallor, walking quickly over to the doctor.
“What’s wrong?” Kylie’s mom asks frantically.
“Ms. Hewitt, I am so sorry. There were some complications. We found clotting in her heart, and she is so feeble we cannot operate on her again. She has about 24 hours.”
I walk over and hug Kylie’s mom as she and I both begin to cry. Kylie’s condition is getting worse, so Kylie's mother goes in first to see her. About an hour later Kylie's mother comes out of the room.
“She’s asking for you Emma. Take as long as you need.”
I walk into the room and before I even speak I begin to cry.
“Kylie please stay. Don’t go, fight through it. I know you can! If you can train with sardonic Coach Durham, you can do anything!”
“Emma, I am so sorry. No friend should ever put their friend through something like this.”
“Now you stop right there. You have been the greatest friend I have ever had. We have been through so much together, the good and the bad.”
“Your kidney didn’t work! The surgery was just a waste!”
“Now listen you! I would have given you that kidney any day, any time, because that’s what friends do. They show their love in times of trouble.”
“I am going to miss you so much Emma, you have no idea.”
The machine next to Kylie begins to go off, and Kylie’s eyes begin to close. This is it, I thought.
“Kylie hang on!” Nurses begin to rush in. Through the commotion, I hear Kylie whisper, “Best friends…always and forever. ” Kylie flat lines and I begin to cry even louder. The nurses cover Kylie’s body. I slowly rise from the floor. Why her? She was perfectly fine weeks ago. This all happened so fast. She deserved to live, not die. But I guess its true. Even the best of friends must part.
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